on the 16 september 2012..
she made confession..
and as expected..
she don't accept me once again..
so what I've 2 do now..
i'm getting incoherent..
sometime i felt sad n sometime happy..
actually i'm feeling sad and disappointed ..
i just put a fake smile on my face..
u wish i can find other girl which better than u..
just hope 4 that..
i'll find no one..
i felt innocence if i let u go..
i'll wait 4 u even though u're getting married..
u have family..
i'll be sitting here hoping and praying..
i don't know.
people will call me idiot or whatever..
but i don't care..
i can't fool my feeling 2 u..
are there guy like me in this world which is so loyal..??
i can control my sadness..
but i can't control my feeling 4 u..
i know i'm not perfect and u will disgust me now ..
love came from god n it's disappointing..
cause ur love is not 4 me..
thanks 4 everything..
i just can't let u go right now..