tRyINg 2 GEt baCk uP agAiN.. (T_T)

yosh people...

on the 16 september 2012..
she made confession..
and as expected..

she don't accept me once again..

so what I've 2 do now..
i'm getting incoherent..
sometime i felt sad n sometime happy..
actually i'm feeling sad and disappointed ..

i just put a fake smile on my face..
u wish i can find other girl which better than u..
just hope 4 that..
i'll find no one..

i felt innocence if i let u go..
listen here..
i'll wait 4 u even though u're getting married..
u have family..

i'll be sitting here hoping and praying..
i don't know.
people will call me idiot or whatever..
but i don't care..
i can't fool my feeling 2 u..

are there guy like me in this world which is so loyal..??
i can control my sadness..
but i can't control my feeling 4 u..

i know i'm not perfect and u will disgust me now ..
it's ok..
u should..
i'm loser..

that all..
love came from god n it's disappointing..
cause ur love is not 4 me..

thanks 4 everything..
i just can't let u go right now..
or never.. 

HEaRt pRObleM.. :(

yosh people..

sowy la lama x update..

hmm tjuk ari ni ..
heart problem bkn heart disease..

psl perasaan la...
aq ad suka kt sowng gurl ni..
dia pon mcm suke kt aq(x tau la mungkin aq syok senirik kowt)
tp an dia x nk jelaskn ap yg dia rasa..

aq pn mls la nk kta aq ske kt die..
bkn x gentlemen tp dh bnyak kli sngat dh jd segan rr

kpda gurl 2.
aq call kau sbb aq nk dngar jawapan dr kau..
setiap ari aq call..dh mcm2 aq buat..
what do i've 2 do more..

sbb kau la aq buat lagu..
lagu 2 untuk kau..
aq nk jelaskan dkt kau cara smpaikn lgu..
sume lagu 2 untuk kau..

tolongla..i really need u in my life..
if u ask me why i want u so much..
i'll tell that aq x nk lihat kau kecewa lg..
aq nk jaga kau..itu je..

tolong la phm ek..
aq terime sgla kekurangan kau..

k 2 je..bye,,readers..as salam :)